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Life at its worst

pretty bored ever since my graduation ... dam .. been 5 months since my exams ... and i have been slacking and rotting all the while ...

anyway i think i forgot to mention i got my driving license and i been driving my dad's car all over singapore ... especialy to seletar reservoir for jogs .. ya been working on it ... hope to build myself up .. well for someone that is ..

i miss you alot .. =/ .. but i arent ready to go for it yet ... hope you will anticipate .. =/

ok off i go .. to slack further ...

dj out. thinking of you ..

Banners design =/

Sorry haven updated much ... gaming too much .. heres some banner i design .. enjoy ~

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Days of waiting

okay ~ sorry for the lack of updates ... lets see ... date back to the last update ... which i paste my result ... which i realised the last sem's result doesnt count ! woohoo ~ tt means ~ i m safe ! =p ~ gpa hangs at 3.72 ... weeee

ok next ~ i been to many camps so far ~ which is of course as a senior down just to have fun and saw alot of things going on .. many cork ups ... many people don't heed advices ~ but all was fun la .. and i don't want to dig it all up again ~ to all my spsu and spim junoirs ... good job done .. glad i was down to see it all happen ~

ok back to my common topic ... WHERE IS MY ENLISTMENT LETTER ! damn it ! i think if i go in NS in sep, it will definately affect my entry to uni ... omg .... oh ya .. speaking about uni ... i got offers from both NUS and NTU .. still wondering which to go ~ anyone got good idea which to go ?~ leave a tag please ~ appreciate it ~ ^^

then again ... back to my oldself ... keep wondering ... and asking myself questions like ... what's wrong with me ? why can't i find girlfriend yet ? my character ? my looks ? maybe i really don't how to talk ... i piss many people before ... and i certianly don't have a talent to woo girls ... just want to let the person whose name is somewhere on the template of my blog know ... i still miss you ... my mum is now not in good condition and i need to stay home to look after her ... else i would certianly want to spend more time with you ... but of course hope you give me a chance ... do you still remember how we first met ~ first dinner ~ =) .. memories ... they will always appear so vividly in my mind ...

dj still thinking what to do ...

results

MODULE CODEMODULE
GRADE
ET0105PC TECHNOLOGY
A
ET100ZFINAL YEAR PROJECT
A
LC0304COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK
B
ET0104EMBEDDED COMPUTER SYSTEMS
B+
ET0113OBJECT-ORIENTED DESIGN & PROGRAMMING
B+
BA9017TECHNOPRENEURSHIP
C+
ET0103CLIENT-SERVER SYSTEMS
C+

fuck ... i got 2 more c+ ... total of 3c+ in my poly life .... zzz ... now my GPA cant be maiintian at 3.72 ... zzz

Days before hell

Hmm ~ aren't sure if things are right ... finally exams over ... and wondering how i spend my days ~? freaking playing game and doing nothing else but play game .. i like games alot ... but i think too much i can't contorl anymore ...

but there really is nothing i can do but to drowns myself in game ... prolly i couldn't or unable to get a GF .. to contorl me .. tame me .. stop me from gaming too much .. to make me company her .. care for her ... but ... noone seems to bother me .. T.T ... sounds like a loser whining ... its my fualt ..

seem to drink alot lately ... juz came back from a outing with some game mates .. <-- see game related again ? .. did what we did last week .. went to some pub at clarke quay and drink ... abit too much .. even broke a glass there .. =x ... but wheres my MoS trip ?~ omg ... i need to plan a trip there ...

actually i wanna do lots of things ... wakboarding <-- sorry wicki ... things turn out like that ... cycling trip at ubin ... tanning ... swimming .. blading !! ... catch a movie .. learn new things like break dancing ... too much things too little time ... i just tend to crop myself at home ... main thing noone to ask out ... i just feel so bored ... i think i'll work myself out to exhuastion starting from tommorow ! chiong ah !

uber tanning on the way ...

and note i really wanna give my best shot .. but it takes two hands to clap .. i feel i am very zhi zhao dou qing ... T.T ~

i can't get you out of my head still ...

dj sobering out ...

Driving.

After so many driving lessons .. i kind of make sense of driving beyond its plain meaning.

On the surface driving seems like only driving, but after some deep thoughts .. you might just discover driving could also take us through life.

Life is like driving, plan ahead what your destination is (choose your carrer) ... avoids unneccassary detours (choose your right course, don't dropout halfway) ... as you drives you encounter cars along your way, some constantly honking you, pressing you to move fast(maybe your teachers, parents or even friends), some impatient with you, overtakes you (maybe your competitor ?). Never think of speeding, TP will always be there to fine you (its wrong, might get yourself killed) , or going shortcuts, or you will find even more obstructions like parked lorry or something (stealing robbing, what good does it do ?).

Driving is even more appropiate to describe in matters of love. As you're driving along, comes a beautiful ferrari that comes speeding past you, in attempt to catch her, you will try your best to go faster. To me, to successfully win over a girl is like aiming to overtake the car infront of you. Sometimes you gonna use ur accelerator sparingly so as not to show her your impatienceness and show your gentlemeness, this will really piss a girl if you become too aggressive, sometimes you gonna step hard in order to keep a distance not to lost track of her. Becareful of TP tho, might just stop your journey there and then, or even other nice Mazda there might overtake before you do. Along the way you might get distracted by other Lotus or what, but always focus on your target. I must always focus on my ferarri. Though theres a Lotus along my side, and a
Mini Cooper which seems so near yet so far..

Always keep your accelarator stepped, if you try to STOP for a breather, like me ... its very hard to get the engine started, she will be too far to be beyond your grasp again.

Might be hard for me to find more suitable topic to talk to her. I don't know what should i do now .. but i'll try my best to get her a nice valentine day gift ... not something materialised .. but something nice and sweet ... hopes she understand ... come to think about it ... i thought i really did somethings sweet .. but maybe theres just something about me she can't really accept ? Really must make a firm stand. Trian up and get muscled. I just lack the step to coming clear face to face. If she rejects, will it be the end of our friendship ? Its always a gamble. Everything is.

Accept the reality.

Judgement will be near.

dj out.

Driving lessons


I am now currently under taking driving lessons at SSDCL .. and everything was good since day 1 ... and for parking, i NEVER mount any curbs before ...

but I don't know what came over me today that i mounted 4 times and almost cause a crash outside the centre for stopping in between the junction .. =x

the instructor sibei dulan .. XD .. can see the face black like burned pot ... but he asked me whether to pass me .. i just say pass lor ~ ~ then he LPPL let me pass ~ so now i am officially stage 4 learner ~ woohoo ~ 3 or 4 more lessons to my license ... just hope i dun do stupid things again ... hee ~

dj out.

Updates


well updating u guys .. hee .. been so busy with so many things ..

ok Spinnovex which we exhibited our FYP animation just ended and we are so relived .. but the final presentation will be due on 7th of feb ! hmm ... better buck up ...

been to stef sun concert ... hmm wonder did i mention in my last entry ~ but its mind blowing ~ ahahaha ~~

oh well then came CNY ! haha ~ eat lots of junk food these few days ... think i can feel a sorethroat coming up ~ oh well ~ what's wrong having a real nice sexy voice ... which reminded me ... i havent go tabulate my angbao money this year and do a finicial report on the accountance of my gross income of angbao this year ... hmm ... ok i think i'm too stressed ..

and not to mention i still hav not done my PCTech proj, ECS proj, OODP proj, TNP presentation and CSW roleplay ... and driving is halfway through ... oh greats ~ ....

AND I FREAKING FAIL MY NAPFA !!! .. i sliped and fell at my first station shuttle run and i decided to give it up ... and now the last retest date of 2 Feb is closed ... ho ho ~ Game Over ... i'll be going to hell 2 months in advance ...

hmm ... and last thing to mention ... i decided to stand up and fight for my happiness ... =x ~ xin fu is near ... i shall fight for it ! =D ... prepare ...



dj out.
Woon Da Jun CyBeRmOnK
11/11/86
18 Human Years
184cm - 70kg
cybermonk2004@gmail.com
Singapore Polytechnic
School of EEE
single but waiting
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